sookee
04071987
NTU, NBS
Thursday, March 02, 2006
i cant argue or justify my points for nuts, no wonder my General Paper got a C5. ok well i know my gp has been like shit but i thought i could scrap through and be lucky with a B4 but now i guess im so wrong! haha well actually my target was C5 and which i really got it, including all the other targets ive set for myself sooooo, ive got nothing to complain or whine about.but im sad, because some of the people close to me may be going overseas to further their education. and im sad because they're really sad. and im sad because i knew how jiani fared and messaged her to ask what are her plans, she simply replied me with a "going sim" and didnt bother to ask how i did. we sort of quarrelled a week ago, over some really petty stuff. but i guess she doesnt view our friendship that important anymore and well, fine by me.most important of all, im sad because i can feel pangs of sadness radiating from him. i know how devastated and tormented he's feeling now, yet i cant do anything about it. in the silence, i can feel his heart crying. yes, of course he didnt cry out openly but honestly i'd rather him do that.everything happens for a reason.
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